Tuesday, January 03, 2006

*In Thought* Tommorrow = Pasukan = Hassle = Lazyness Syndrome

Just finished up on some assignments, and no, di pa para bukas yung assignments na yun.. In fact, wala kwenta subjects bukas.... * seriously considering if not going to class* But then again, there's nothin' much to do here.... maybe YM, but then again, no one's usually online in the morning.. maybe reading, but then again, I need a good book for that... Don't wanna go to mall alone, of course.. TV? nah.. had tons of that this past Christmas break...
Well at least I was able to relax and enjoy the break... I'm raring to go back to school... I miss my friends, the allowance, the laughter.. so much..I sort of have a writer's block now, so i'll guess i'll just ramble about New Year's resolution..

Why? Purpose? When I was young, my mom would always ask me and my sisters to write what our new year's resolution would be.. and since she'd always nagged about it, eventually I grew annoyed of it.. thankfully, as we grew older mom stopped asking us about it.. but still.. the mindset hasn't changed..

Like... do we really need to have a "New Year" just so that we can change? I'm sure most of us know that we can change anytime we want.. But still, some people speak with such enthusiasm especially on those first few minutes of the year.. "I'm never gonna do this again" or "This year I'll be blah blah blah!" are such phrases heard.. Talk is cheap.. yes it is hard, but i'm sure come June, you'll still be at it... Swearing that you'll never do something ever again is useless.. Talk is soo cheap... And saying it with so much conviction, makes it even more cheaper...
As for me, no, I'm not saying one shouldn't have any resolutions, I, myself have a few guidelines that I'm hoping to follow this year.. I'm saying that if ever you lose that motivation, remember why said those words when the year started... remember why you wanted to quit so bad.. never say it's impossible.. As the Adidas commercial would say, Impossible is Nothing.. Impossible is a word created by little men..

With that said, when December comes once again... wouldn't you be proud, being able to do what you say will do? Wouldn't it be great when you grab that victory?

With that, I'll start my year tomorrow by kicking some ass!! *yeah*
Name: Rafael Flores

*Goes by the name Rafael.. *Flow would be enough.. *Future Architect.. *You're my future client.. *Lovesss tsokolate! *Hates assholes. *Friend to everyone.. *Frustrated in many ways.. *Pure Idealist and Optimist *Laughter: Best Asset *Problem-Solver (try me!) *Would rant about something, but would still do it. *Why the Blog title? `Coz im the most introvert person when it happens. "Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our dark that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people don't feel insecure around you.We are all meant to shine as children do. Its not just in some of us; its in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsiously give other people to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others. "