"One"

When, I saw you for the first time
I knew you were the one.
You didn't say a word to me.
But love, was in the air.

Then you held my hand
Pulled me into your world
From then on my life
Has changed for me

Now I'll never feel lonely again
Coz you are in my life...

Love...
How can I explain to you
The way I feel inside when I think of you..
I thank you for everything that you showed me.
Don't you ever forget that I love you.

Love, I know that someday real soon
You'll be right next to me.
Holding me so tight.
So I will always be yours.
Although we can't be together now.
Remember I am here for you.

And I know you're there for me.
Whenever I want to be with you
I just close my eyes and pretend you're near
I see you, I touch you, I feel you, like real

Nothing can ever change what I feel inside.

How long must I be far away from you?
I don't know dear, but I know we are One...

The-Unexplainably-Idleness-Syndrome

AKA Boredom... has not in vain though.. in my spare time (kunwari busy) I've searched, filtered and scoured in the seemingly vast and traffic-free brain of mine, what would be things that I would do this summer..

1. Get fat!! or in that sense, gain weight.. gain mass at least! After an initial result that my BMI (Body Mass Index) according to some link in Yahoo that is -0.01 (with a written disclaimer that it could be actually less than that), I searched again and came across another BMI calculator. With a registered height of 5 feet 4 inches and 90 lbs.. I registered 15.4 on the BMI scale which means underweight since it is under the normal BMI of 18.5-24.9.

Yeah right, as if I needed a BMI calculator to know if I'm underweight.. I think I may be needed I drinking spree, which I do not like.. and will not survive at all.. and apparently the site only had tips on losing weight and not gaining it..

High metabolism..

2. Relearn CADD.. doi.. apart from the time spent in front of the pc, I'ma do some self study and relearn this software that could make or break me in the future.. throw in photoshop in the mix as well.. my initial plan was to be able to do the plates I did this year and see if they do look good on CADD..

3. Excercise.. er.. no I didnt mean go to gym.. can't imagine a scrawny bodied guy like me in the gym lifting weights.. mga medium sized dumbells pa nga lang mabigat na e.. I will play basketball every morning.. currently waiting for my YFC buddies.. magbakasyon na kayow!!

4. Be on the know.. I'm sure you all know that I read alot.. no, I'm not planning to be all nerdy (that would be stupid), but I'll make it a point to read the paper every morning at least..

5. Clean my room.. yes, up to now, piles of previous schemes, plates, tests, quizzes, vestiges and remnants of the past sem are still cluttered around the room.. I'm sure if the room can talk, they would have already done so..

6. Get together with friends, especially those that I surely, deeply miss. I just gotta get out of here! Need to see friends from before... from the distant past.. I came to realize I miss my besty... labo mo talaga, bube.

7. And last on my list.. Have fun!! This is to ensure that if the above mention are not accomplished, at least I lnow that I was still able to accomplish 1 thing on my list, di ba? Fun can be interpretted in different ways.. either having a good night's rest or having a road trip.. whatever!! As long as I laugh my ass out, it's all good..

With that said, I'ma start my summer na..

B for Bendetta

"Voilà! In view, a humble vaudevillian veteran, cast vicariously as both victim and villain by the vicissitudes of Fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is it vestige of the vox populi, now vacant, vanished, as the once vital voice of the verisimilitude now venerates what they once vilified. However, this valorous visitation of a by-gone vexation, stands vivified, and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin vanguarding vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and voracious violation of volition. The only verdict is vengeance; a vendetta, held as a votive, not in vain, for the value and veracity of such shall one day vindicate the vigilant and the virtuous. Verily, this vichyssoise of verbiage veers most verbose vis-à-vis an introduction, and so it is my very good honor to meet you and you may call me V"

Oo, mainggit ka na, namemorize ko yung narining ko sa sine. *sarcasm*

I watched this yesteday with JJ and G.. not yesterday, last Monday pala.. 1:30 na pala ngayon Wednesday. Di ko alam kung sino third wheel sa aming tatlo. Pede si JJ, pede si G, pede rin ako.. hehehe it was nice.. I kept calling the movie "B for Bendetta" for quite sometime over the past few weeks.. I felt hungry afterwards though, the display of bodies being buried on top of each other was quite a treat..

*Kunwari premiere night at kakapanood ko palang ng movie*

Wow, ang ganda ganda!! nakakainlab ang tandem ni V at ni Natalie Portman!! bagay sila!! Panoorin niyo toh!! *ala kilig na kilig person*

5.. 4.. 3.. 2.. 1.. Summer na!!!!

Wooohooo.. Well, the countdown's pretty late, but never late than never right?

It started last friday of course when our whole class went to Los Banos for our "semesterly" outing.. but I won't dwell much on that though, of course you knew I had a great time..

Then something hit me right on the head.. 4th year na pala ako?! Things went by really fast.. not just this year, but this whole college life..

Let me say this though.. this 3rd year college has been one of the best and worst years of my college life....

Best? Couldn't brag about it, but I'm pretty sure this year has had my highest grades ever *blame it to the fact na pasaway at tatamad - tamad lang ako nung first year at second year..

This schoolyear added me an entry to my future resume.. *yeahhhhhh*

Also gained new friends, whom some I've gotten to know really well..

Learned deeper about old friends.. always had their back and I'm pretty sure they know that.. and I know that they have my back as well... looking back, I knew I've moved up their "friendship" meters.. till next year!

And better yet, made up with enemies. Well, not really an enemy.. but more likely a person who has hurt me in the past.. there wasn't really any closure, but sorry seems good enough for me.. thank you for having the humility and wits to do it... I was really waiting for it, and didn't know how to get to you.. everytime you came inside class, especially during our 1st and 2nd years, there's this aura of helplessness that I just can't explain.

Alot of people went up on my list as well... and to do one who topped it all... I can't explain why but, there's something about you that just.. just.. can't explain it.. I care alot for you, but sometimes I wonder myself why I do.. it's weird though, but that cute laugh.. beaming smile.. kulit mu minsan.. seryoso tumataba puso ko if nagtthank you ka.. I take refuge in your stories, both present and past.. Thanks too, for there were times that you had my back.. and I'm pretty sure we may need each other even more in the future.. basta wag mo kalimutan.. ako bahala sayo!

Hopefully, the last paragraph didn't reveal much about that person..

Cheers.. for summer has come!!