Sunday, April 30, 2006

What makes my summer a summer..

Well, a major revamp happened at our shooting today.. things turned out quite well.. awww jinybabey, why did ya have to mention her name? I'm way past that (or so I say) and let's not devulge more into that.. okei na kami nun e.. no closure, but we're on speaking terms naman.. hehehe.. that name stuck a few good hours.. *minor hassle, don't worry*

Ang tindi ni director Emvin.. sayang wala si Tinoy.. super tandem na siguro.. and I got my ass whooped by 3 ladies in 1 afternoon.. how sad =D
Bigat ni cathy *kathy* (mas gusto ko K) hehe joke lang.. lakas lakas ko e.. hahaha.. as for the super laughtrip moments.. thank ya guys! astig..

Inspite the numerous SWs that we have encountered.. I'd like to thank everyone's support... love tayo ni God e.. and we continue to do more..

hehehe.. Housemate sa loob ng bahay ni Wanda..

The shooting's almost over!!! nice job guys! Galing ni Lord..

We celebrated by turning back to kids.. for at least 2 hours.. it's just nice to play sardines!! for those of ya not knowing what sardines is.. and of course, I'm not talking about the canned type.. the game is easily termed "Reverse Hide-and-Seek" where the "it" or "taya" will be the one who will do the hiding and the other people (in this case 10 of us) will be the one looking for the person..

Since next level na kami ng paglaro ng sardines, ginamitan namin ng matinding "black-shirt-technique" para lalong mapadali ang pagtago.. gabi kasi.. wahahaha.. lumalabas kung sino yung tunay na takot sa dilim..

at kahit naguwian kami ng pawis at dugyutin..

Clearly, this day will be looked back for years to come..

Kung gusto niyo makita final output ng b-dyo (video in english) namin, sali kayo sa camp ng SB2 o SB10!!!! wooohoooo contact your local cable operator now!!!! It's worth it I tell ya.. kilala niyo naman ako e.. you know I'm good for it.

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

Summer "Job"

It's that time of the summer again.. the ever-so-famous, much-anticipated Youth Camp is over the horizon! I know I have some work to do, i'm sort of finding inspiration and thinking putting a few elements and concepts together. Thank God I have something to keep me busy with..

And obviously, I won't be able to do that while the pest control people are here! And part of work ethic is: Relaxation.. no one could ever work with such a flustered mind.. no athlete could practice without any warmup..

With that said, I'll just blurt out some carefully put together words to make it sound like a quote.. all these are not fully my own, some I have seen on tv, some I editted to suit my taste.. disclaimer yun.. haha..

Problems are there to be solve. (UBS commercial)

For the strength of the wolf is the pack, and the strength of the pack is the wolf. (a quote in an NBA segment)

Pride is a route to greatness and a root to wickedness.

Pain is nature's own vaccine. Exposing yourself to it is suppose to make you stronger.

If answers only come now in the present, there's a reason why you didn't know it in the past.

Play now, study later. (Gradeschool mantra ko ito!)

It's not how good you finish it, but rather what good it did to you when you finish it.

You're unique, just like everyone else!

Just go with the flow.. it'll flow alongside you someday.

You think you're doing this for God? Think again. It's God who is doing this to you..

heheh.. too much of a warm up + toxic fumes doesn't mix with my mind to well.. back to the drawing board!! It's not really of a job.. I love it too much to be just a job.

Saturday, April 15, 2006

October 08, '02

A retouch of the past..

That's the date atop your letter.. why am I reading this almost 3+ years later, you say? I don't know either.. as of late, my subconscious (subconscious nga lang ba?) thought has been dreaming about you. TWICE! my conscious thought has been daydreaming about you.. so as always, being the person that I am, I re-read your letter from before... gosh..

Hassle! ang dami kong naalala bigla.. memories rush right back.. places.. food.. you.. words.. text messages.. your hand.. hair.. eyes.. smile.. voice.. late nights.. 4am pinakalate tayo nagusap sa phone.. dami..

Words like "sowee alam kong nagtatampo ka na sakin dahil wala na ako time to spend" or "pwamis kapag nagkaroon, bibigay ko na for you!" or "basta kung may problema ka, andito lang ako! titigil ko lahat para sayo"

need I say more?.. ganun pala tayo dati? It's a fact.. I do miss you.. I wanna see you.. so many stories to tell you.. andami.. and let's not talk about what-if scenarios.. it'll rip me apart! damn!

I'll keep it short.. give me that glint of hope.. and i'll take it! *dagdagan ko sa future toh, magulo thoughts ko ngayon e*

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

How Low Can One Go?

Humanity has lowered a notch on me.. I saw CSI last Sunday.. Apparently, each and everyone of us has a "wannabe" side.. you know, that side, that we dream of.. However, the difference of it from a "want-to-be" side, is that wannabes are so desperate in achieving it.. This episode had a very sick and twisted wannabe though.. Wannabe Amputies! They walk around with one of their legs strapped up their backs (hiddenly of course) and walk around with a crutch.. acting as if they were amputated.. Another person had a honeymoon pic with his wife, and editted their pic, him only having 1 leg.. that same person eventually asked a medical student (i think) to cut his leg of, then that person died (hence the case).. Overall, it wasn't that gruesome as you would probably imagine, but the idea lingers in your head..

I imagined how low people can go.. but this thought never came in it.. I can't even believe it.. there was a medical disorder for it.. though I can't remember the name..

Its just glorifying to a leg and a finger.. separated from the rest of the body.. Humans have sunk lower than before.. Can't people be thankful with the bodies that they have?
Name: Rafael Flores

*Goes by the name Rafael.. *Flow would be enough.. *Future Architect.. *You're my future client.. *Lovesss tsokolate! *Hates assholes. *Friend to everyone.. *Frustrated in many ways.. *Pure Idealist and Optimist *Laughter: Best Asset *Problem-Solver (try me!) *Would rant about something, but would still do it. *Why the Blog title? `Coz im the most introvert person when it happens. "Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our dark that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people don't feel insecure around you.We are all meant to shine as children do. Its not just in some of us; its in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsiously give other people to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others. "