Wednesday, August 23, 2006

Silence

Last night, I arrived home really late for a normal 9pm dismissed school night since our carpool's owner's brother was on a pasaway mode .*remembers aissa cussing* Not just late, but mom-already-texting-late! It was a rather typical "work"day, drafting in Design class, working out calculations at AS (sa sobrang nosebleed nangopya nalang ako) and copying notes at the tone-down class of Planning..

I just noticed that when I had recently cut my nails, I forgot to cut the nails from my left ring finger.. banggag hahaha..

And when people went back to sleep after opening the door for me, just sat down drinking milo and eating some biscuits (naks pang commercial) while texting my partner (awww, get well soon partner) just catching up on stuff.

I suddenly realized the silence around me, no TV, no trikes passing by (even at 11pm, there's still many trikes, since our home is located on a main road) all the lights turned off. Silent enough that I here the clock ticking *tick tock* and the humming of the refrigerator. Now, usually it would freak people out.. Mom always told that whenever there is silence, God is always there.. hence the Filipino saying, May dumaan na anghel.. well, good thing I had my partner to talk to, or else I would have noticed the silent darkness around me. (as if naman matatakot ako noh) I planned to work on my BT plate but what the hell, dali lang nun e..

Gud morning!!

Friday, August 11, 2006

Nosebleed

Well, prelims week (midterms) is nearly over, been studying the whole day for Saturday's haggard test of PP (Professional Practice), as the term almost immediately implies a major nosebleed on common folk, (naks) me studying itfor the whole morning wrecked my nerves.. The handouts are f***ing long, as they are composed of different legalities, Republic Acts and the such.. in short, ITS THE LAW.
Mix it with my laidback attitude towards studying and such, and my hate for authority, legalities and formalities (remembers C.A.T days hahahahaha), I found (yes, found, inaral ko na kasi) the subject to be extremely boring.. pero syempre, you know me.. if it means me failing if I don't give a damn about it, then malamang aaralin ko.. hahha..

Actually, what I did was more of a semi-study, since I just highlighted/skimmed thru the pages..

And so to continue on with the ranting, the next test after PP isn't as exciting as all.. Exciting meaning I don't like to take it seriously.. Logic.. aside from the crappy and grammatically incorrect book, the crappy and grammatically incorrect prof is another reason why most, if not all of us hate this subject.

And to add more, the AS 1 test was a hassle.. who the hell could answer: "what is the section modulus of a rectangular section" hehehe.. Planning was relatively easy though..

Don't worry, just a few more to rant about.. I was hoping to have a long weekend, having no classes at both Monday and Tuesday.. but our prof in CADD rescheduled our test on Monday *great*, then again, CADD lang yan e.. the weekend also became shorter because of our prelims plate in Design (wah?!) Aquatic Museum.. and to cut the weekend even shorter, still have to finish our research..

And lastly, Metro Manila assembly was cancelled.. awwwww I miss those guys already..

masarap talaga magreklamo once in awhile noh?

Monday, August 07, 2006

Disclaimer: Ripoff from an email, Emvin and Emman's blog.. popost ko sana dati nakalimutan ko lang e.. hahaha.. i find it.. amusing..

The Guys' Rules
At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally, the guys' side of the story.
(I must admit, it's pretty good.)
We always hear "the rules"
From the female side.
Now here are the rules from the male side.
These are our rules!
Please note.. these are all numbered "1"
ON PURPOSE!

1. Men ARE not mind readers.

1. Learn to work the toilet seat.
You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down.
We need it up, you need it down.
You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down.

1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon
or the changing of the tides.
Let it be.

1. Shopping is NOT a sport.
And no, we are never going to think of it that way.

1. Crying is blackmail.

1. Ask for what you want.
Let us be clear on this one:
Subtle hints do not work!
Strong hints do not work!
Obvious hints do not work!
Just say it!

1. Yes and No are perfectly Acceptable answers to almost every question.

1. Come to us with a problem only If you want help solving it. That's what we do.
Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for.

1. A headache that lasts for 17 months is a problem. See a doctor.

1. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument.
In fact, all comments become null and void after 7 Days.

1. If you won't dress like the Victoria's Secret girls, don't Expect us to act like soap opera guys.

1. If you think you're fat, you probably are.
Don't ask us.

1. If something we said can be interpreted two ways and one of the ways makes you sad or angry, we meant the other one .

1. You can either ask us to do something
Or tell us how you want it done.
Not both.
If you already know best how to do it, just do it yourself.

1. Whenever possible, Please say whatever you have to say during commercials.

1. Christopher Columbus did NOT need directions and neither do we.

1. ALL men see in only 16 colors, like Windows default settings.
Peach, for example, is a fruit, not! A color. Pumpkin is also a fruit. We have no idea what mauve is.

1. If it itches, it will Be scratched.
We do that.

1. If we ask what is wrong and you say "nothing," We will act like nothing's wrong.
We know you are lying, but it is just not worth the hassle.

1. If you ask a question you don't want an answer to, Expect an answer you don't want to hear.

1. When we have to go somewhere, absolutely anything you wear Is fine...Really.

1. Don't ask us what we're thinking about unless you are prepared to discuss such topics as baseball, the shotgun formation,
or golf.

1. You have enough clothes.

1. You have too many shoes.

1. I am in shape. Round IS a shape! <--- basically doesn't apply to me..

1. Thank you for reading this.
Yes, I know, I have to sleep on the couch tonight;


But did you know men really don't mind that? It's like camping.

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

As a Friend..

Ain't it sad, that no matter how close you are to any friend of yours, that everytime he or she suffers, that you could only do so much as a friend? yes, you are able to comfort him or her and all that.. but in the end, you can't really change anything.. and to know the whole story and the bigger picture, but still you're in no position to bite the bullet for that friend.. not that you don't want to.. you simply can't! It's such a heartbreaker that a dear friend suffers at this moment, and while you can comfort her, you just know it isn't enough.. and it irks.. kasi naawa ka at mahal mo yung kaibigan na yun ng todo.. Alam mong nahihirapan siya at this very moment, you pray to God and question Him.. bakit? You know that there's an even bigger picture than this.. that only He can see and understand..

And then you realize, no wonder you worry and can't help but sigh.. if only you can see what He sees..

As a friend, you can only do so much.. as a friend..
Name: Rafael Flores

*Goes by the name Rafael.. *Flow would be enough.. *Future Architect.. *You're my future client.. *Lovesss tsokolate! *Hates assholes. *Friend to everyone.. *Frustrated in many ways.. *Pure Idealist and Optimist *Laughter: Best Asset *Problem-Solver (try me!) *Would rant about something, but would still do it. *Why the Blog title? `Coz im the most introvert person when it happens. "Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our dark that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people don't feel insecure around you.We are all meant to shine as children do. Its not just in some of us; its in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsiously give other people to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others. "